t-10minutes
Thursday, March 05, 2009
I have anger issues. I am seeing a therapist talktoatoo but I don’t know if she’s really figured me out. IT would help if told her the truth rather than spread yarns arfbloiut yd afamilly asndf fereions.
Also, I am a heavy user of ambien. the key board is like a grey matt og buttons clodse enpoiojgj gh to where I wamnt my girfsgers to be to make words. This ios much eashiuer to type than reasd. But my eyes are closed, so there’s that. o
I’ve been going to the guym like it counts, nbut I am sure it does not. I could run 20 miles a day and I would still be shrot and fat. how derpression.! Hey I could share that though with my theraopist. She would really apprcieate it if I told something real in our sessions.
It clearl that I am only there for the mecudatoin sd.s Once I take the drugs I have 35 minutes of uprigrthedness. I can see the imminet countdow n..
Sorry I was away and for such crrappy reasons. Will work on the writing, though that needs me to go ot and inteacrt with the poeple.. fwo fwfkw
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