Wednesday, July 19, 2006
People are all capable of seeing what they want
Even though I’ve assured everyone that I am here for the right reasons (here being the metaphysical here, not the here here) I found myself wondering if my assurances are false.
But today, I thought about what if I am not here for the right reasons. What if I want what I want with such a vengeance that I am entirely unable to notice some obvious disparities?
And now, with these thoughts in my head, how do I give myself over to the cosmos to do what it will with me?
And is the cosmos female or male? I was going to say: “what she will with me” but I don’t know if I should keep the cosmos gender neutral or not.
And do people fall off of couches without arms? They look nice in the catalogs, but those four-inch stilettos looked good in the store yet those were a mistake.
And why does Bruce call me back when I hang up on him? I always say: “I have to go. I am hanging up now. Goodbye. I am going.” And you would think that would be an indication that I want to stop talking to him, so why does he keep talking? Should I just hang up and not tell him so he keeps talking thinking that I am there?
All these deep questions make me hungry. If anyone has answers let me know, off to find a stuffed burrito.